Jennifer Fawcett
Before writing books, Jennifer Fawcett was an award-winning playwright and cofounder of the theater company Working Group. She is the author of Beneath the Stairs. Born and raised in Canada, she spent a decade living in the Midwest before settling in the Hudson Valley. She holds an MFA from the Iowa Playwrights Workshop. Her plays have been published by Original Works and in Third Coast Magazine, Reunion: The Dallas Review, and in the anthology Long Story Short.
Fawcett's new novel is Keep This for Me.
My Q&A with the author:
How much work does your title do to take readers into the story?Visit Jennifer Fawcett's website.
A good title is doing several things at once: it’s catching a reader’s attention, it’s helping a reader (and bookseller or librarian) place a book in context with others, i.e., what genre, sub-genre, and which other writers might be similar to, and finally it is a connection into the story, one that should go deeper as the reader dives in so that by the end, its meaning is layered.
Keep This for Me is an evocative title. It doesn’t explain itself immediately. “Keep what for me?” a reader might understandably ask. Without knowing what specifically is being kept, the title should make the reader think about holding on to something (or someone), about memory, and about objects that hold meaning.
The title comes from a line in the book, but that line doesn’t come until quite far in. Even before they come across that line, the reader will learn about the importance of specific objects in this story. This is a story about someone who disappeared. When someone disappears, all that’s left behind are the physical objects they once owned and their memories. So, while the line is said by one specific character to another, if you expand the “this” being kept from just a physical object into a memory, a memory of a whole person, then the meaning deepens.
What's in a name?
I’m very specific about character and place names. They have to feel right. If I can’t find the right name for a character (or place) then I use letters as stand-ins until I get the right fit. I’m less concerned about deeper meaning and more about gut instinct. I also don’t use names that belong to friends and family because I need a feeling of distance to be able to write freely.
If a name doesn’t organically appear to me, then I look up lists of baby names for the year when I imagine the character to be born. This is particularly helpful with characters who are older than I am.
Sometimes names have to be changed. It can be confusing for a reader if there are two characters, whose names start with the same letter, especially if they are the same gender or have something else in common. In early drafts, I had a David and a Danny. Both male names, five letters long, two syllables, and starting with a D. Even though the characters were entirely distinct to me, I was told it might cause confusion and so I renamed Danny, Jason.
How surprised would your teenage reader self be by your novel?
I think my teenage self would have loved my novel! (At least I hope so.) When I was a teenager, I read lots of Stephen King, a variety of literary fiction, poetry, and the odd steamy romance novel that made the rounds between the girls in my class. My novel is a literary thriller and I like to think there’s some poetry to the language, so aside from the steamy stuff (I got that out of my system in my first book), I think my fifteen-year-old self would approve.
Do you find it harder to write beginnings or endings? Which do you change more?
Endings are harder. In a thriller, everything has to build toward the ending but it can’t be predictable. For Keep This for Me, I knew what the climax was going to be from early on. I don’t want to write about it specifically because that would give spoilers, so all I’ll say is that I knew that X + Y would happen, but I had no idea how I was going to get there. As I started writing anddigging deeper with these characters, I figured out how I was going to get there. I think of it as climbing a mountain. I can see the summit from the ground, but I can’t see the path that’ll get me there until I start the journey.
Do you see much of yourself in your characters? Do they have any connection to your personality, or are they a world apart?
I am in all of my characters, even though many of them are quite unlike me. One of the reasons why I write is to imagine what it would be like to be in different situations. Given that I write thrillers, those situations are often nightmarish. The original spark for Keep This for Me came from this. I learned about a couple whose car had broken down on the side of the road (this was before the age of cell phones). They waved down a passing transport truck, not knowing that the driver was a serial killer. Not far into the journey, the trucker stopped and asked the man to help him adjust the load. He killed him and then held the woman hostage for a few hours before killing her, too. The driver was caught after these murders and this information came from later court testimony.
When I read about this, I immediately started wondering what was going through that woman's mind in those few hours before her death. How would she have kept herself from descending into utter panic? I imagined she would be trying to make sense of how she had suddenly gone from an ordinary drive to a nightmare. Humans are sense-making creatures, and even when there is no logical explanation, we try to find one. We think of all the “what ifs.” So, as I imagined her (or me as her) in that truck, I started to build out her family and all the people who didn’t even know yet that this had happened. The people who would try to piece together the events of this night and try to build their own understanding of why it had happened.
My characters feel very real to me and I think this is because I try to imagine myself as them. Inevitably, pieces of me get woven in. I believe that within each of us, there is the possibility for cruelty, for love, for bravery. By writing, I imagine what would happen if those possibilities were realized.
What non-literary inspirations have influenced your writing?
Keep This for Me was inspired by an actual serial killer case, as I noted above. I stumbled upon it in a news article many years ago. The article was actually about something else and this case was only briefly mentioned, but it struck me and through some research I was able to dig up more information. I have used news articles before as inspiration because I’m fascinated by human psychology. Why do we do what we do? Often, when there’s no easy or obvious answer, a story starts to grow. I’m not trying to write nonfiction, so I use real events as the jumping off point into fiction.
--Marshal Zeringue